

i've been in a relationship for 7 times ..i noe how hurt i feels wen its de end...every end i'll break down...cry lyke mad gurl....wat to do ?i lurve hym too much...more den anything...i'm scared i'll be replace...but misslurvesick has her own way of settling it...lyke now juz broke up wif my dear arash...haix...was totally hurt...but im de one who asked for break but in de end im de one who is hurt...hmmm...wat to do ?i lurve hym...more den words could describe...its juz hym who dun realised how much i lurve hym....he wont even care if im thinking bout hym...all he care was hys frens...he left me feeling left out...haix...i cant say no more...*speechless*:l....i still lurve hym...but half of my hart asked me to patch up wif hym but another half asked to find new...its hard to replace hym...i never cried dys hard for a guy...i guess he is too special towards me....who noes ?
now thinking of patching back wif my ex...but dk...should i or not...but i dun think i want it to be now....heart still hurting..has not recovered...hmmm...juz wait and see....buhbyee...loves..muakss...:*